im sorry

for making you cry
for making you believe
for making you hope
for making you wait for me 
for telling you we'll have a happily ever after
for making you love me 
for leaving you
for promising i'd come back..

.. now i did. i'm back, but only to bid you farewell 
we won't have a happily ever after
i'll stop loving you and you need to do the same
i need to leave you
i won't comeback anymore
we have to forget each other

like the time when we first met
complete STRANGERS

i'm sorry
im making you cry again
for crushing your hopes 
for breaking your heart, mine's broken too

i would do anything to be with you
but i cant

because for us to be together, 
i'd have to kill you with my bare hands

and seeing you die would be like hell
it's already painful for me to see you get hurt.
but i'll bear it
for you
- xander

 meheheheheh just colored a sketch i scanned from my sketchpad ^O^
uh, its just color experimentation XD

and no, xander's not gonna die >w< or maybe he will  

in this drawing, xander has to leave miwa to protect her  
yea, he's injured.. because he was beated up by his so called comrades because he was caught leaving the mansion without permission  

 AAND xander burned them -- i mean their clothes so that they'd run away XD



aaah love.. it really does make you do crazy things  

 now i'm really serious. im REALLY GONNA SLEEP NOW XD

 oyasuminasai mina-saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan ^O^ \/